Friday, February 25, 2005
my blog getting pretty boring is it? haha.. tats gd in some ways.. hahaha.. nvm its so nt impt to noe..im pretty beat a s usual.. tonite gonna haf a anthony and cleopatra dramaperformance at YJC.. tink of the travelling time.. so far!! bt meeting afzal to gif his tix! =) tmr morning gonna haf hockey training b4 rushing down to gpa.. haiz.. n luckily on sundae the match is postponed! thank god!!
was talking to my sayang yesterdae n suddenli the issue of size cameup.. haha.. weird rite? guys go for sizes.. n dont try to sae im stereotyping cos most of the time they reli do.. their ideal gerl wud b one wif SMALL waist, THIN, but BIG boobs or butt! haha.. see size is wad got their attention.. as much as u wanna sae tat gerls go for appearance too, we usually go for nice hair or smile or goatee.. not anything of the guys body parts tat is BIG or SMALL.. haha.. seen so many guys hu see a voluptious gerl n want to woo then.. if they're SKINNY or FAT, wud they even look at them? haha.. unlikely.. well.. i mite b offending some guys hu reli rlei think they're nt into this grp of guys, so i'll apologise.. haha.. guess tats how God has made us rite? haha.. cant change tat.. humans are naturally gatal..n i saed HUMANS, nt oni guys.. haha.. so im nt one-sided! hahaha.. wadeva it is, as long as u fall in luv, the person u fall in luv wif will b the most beautiful or most handsome guy uve ever met n so sizes then wudnt matter.. =)
You should let me love you Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need Ooh Baby good love and protection Make me your selection Show you the way love's supposed to be Baby you should let me.... ~
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11:49:00 AM
Friday, February 18, 2005
finally manage to get myself to the library to update on my blog since i din manage to do tat yesterdae..
im missing so many pple.. im missing hw i usually noe wads happening to their lives bt now im completely clueless. i miss toking to the Tk boys n crapping ard wif them. i miss the closeness i had wif them. i miss asek's merepekness n hw we slap each other faces wen we see each other.. i miss our laughters and how each time im alone or sad, he will come up to me n accompany me n some wae or another make me smile. hes a gd bestfren to me. he still is one to me. sumhow i feel tat even if i sae all dis, its no use, cos there wont b a wae tat he wud noe tat i still luv him now cos i noe he will treat me lyk his sis.. mayb nt his bestfren animore. bt a fren will do. bt to me, hes still my bestfren. wad i promise him, i wont wan to break it. guess sumtimes i juz wish things doesnt change. hate it wen pple sae tat i forget them or im too bz wif my activities to contact them. nt tat i dont wan to contact them, bt by the time i reach hm, i'll b too beat to msg anione. the person i normally msg wud b my sayang. (i miss him so much too)! k aniwae back to my pt, wadeva it is, wadeva my frens think, i miss them n honestly i tink bt them often too. i mite nt msg them often, bt they'll alwaes remain as special figures in my heart. especially fana,am,sal n asek.
k tats the end of a sad moment.
anw, nora is bside me rite now toking bt samsiah! hahhaa.. normal merepekness! hahaha
hey guys, i noe some of u r in trouble, *hugs* im alwaes here k?
k wanna go eat!!! hungry!!! nora read dis!! IM HUNGRY!!!! hahahaha.. =p
bye.-nora- hehehe.. -me!-
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11:59:00 AM
Friday, February 11, 2005
ok pple.. prepare urself cos dis entry is gonna b more personalized n more vulgarities..
feeling damn fucked up rite now.. at wad? God noes.. feeling so crappy n shit.. im feeling fucking insecure? i dunno.. mayb insecure's nt the werd.. i dunno.. feeling sucky to my existence.. Sori God for me saying dis.. bt i feel so damn disgusting to even as forgifness frem u.. i feel so ashamed to face u wen i die.. i feel so dirty nfilthy tat im nt worth ur protection.. pls forgif me...
fuck lar.. after 1 thing now another.. first come back frem obs lloking lyk sumone kene chicken pox n its nt fucking going awae ar! fuck sia.. still itching lyk a crazy person! n nw my ankle juz wont baik ar.. freaking hurting again.. argh! i wan to play hockey n do tarian in a good condition! fish ar.. hw long is my ankle gonna b sore sia! argghhh!!!!
wads my worth in the eyes of my frens? i dunno lar..
here's my confession.. im sori my frens tat mayb u guys may feel tat u guys share wif me ur weries,ur anger n all bt as for me i keep it in.. its nt tat i don wan to tell.. reli.. nt tat i dont trust u guys.. i trust u guys.. bt i guess im the type tat keep most of it inside until i rlei cannot i'll burst ar.. bt nt tat much aniwae.. i wish i was more open abt wadeva problems im facing n tok bt it.. bt seriously its hard for me ar.. dont trouble urself abt me cos im fine even if troubles come my wae.. as much as u mite sae im a coward, sumtimes i do choose to run awae frem it cos its sickening wen u haf so many things in ur head n things juz arent getting better.. so chilling is releasing everythin.. bt in a bad wae cos i guess i run frem it.. bt im elarning to address it.. sum matters tat is.. bt sum things juz remain tt wae.. no one can change tat.. i think.. i hope.. wadeva it is, im hapie as i m.. u guys make me smile =) sayang, u make me smile the widest =)
ok gonna stop here.. for those hu seems blur, well fine.. hahaha.. can b a s blur as me.. lyk huda sae i pass off bad vibes! hahaha.. queen of tat! hehe..
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11:01:00 PM
